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Wednesday, August 18, 2004

fansi

fansi fansi fansi......

have to think about which uni is good....
have to think which uni accept me...
have to think which state's living cost is low...
have to think which uni's fee is cheap...
have to think for the future..
have to think many many think....
have to decide which uni to apply by this week....
have to decide this uni in a very bz week that have quiz, test and studio...
sometime i just hope that give up everything.....
give up architecture life, give up my degree...give up my ambition...........
give up..
give up...
give up.....

give up everything....dont need to think of any thing......dont need to entertain anyone...
dont have group work....dont have assignment...dont have stress........

i think i need a holiday.....to refresh my mind and my emotion...




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Tuesday, August 10, 2004

key

i found a key to openned the happiness from my heart..do u..?

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:)

woke up late today..and i tot i will late for the class..but finally i arrived there in time...
i was looking forward to the gathering today...and i rushing all my work done by yesterday... finally i did.... haha....when the class teacher close the powerpoint presentation, i was packing my stuffs and everything into my beg...when the teacher say dismiss, i leave the college without saying any word...just becoz of the date today.....i arrived to sungei wang is already 12.15pm...i rush to the place where i suppose to be...luckly, i m not the 1 who joined in late...while i was there, the friendship between us come back....we showed our weakness, happiness, ugliness...but no one there to laugh at us.....b4 the gathering, i tot i cant speak to those guyz that hurted me..i even dont wanna c them anymore...but from the gathering, i know i can act like nothing in front of them....thats a good thing for me...we wont feel shame or shy to face each other.........

we finished our gathering about 3pm...then 4 fellas included me feel fatt hau...we took the sticker photos...actually i dun really like to take stickers photo b4..cuz, i dont know how to read japanese...but since 1 of my friend come back from japan...and he knows japanese, we really enjoyed the progress of posed and taking picture in the small box there....every pose is damn funny....licking, kawaii or showed the big eyes.....i really can feel that the happiness is from our heart.....not the fake smile ...then we pretended that we r so high educated....walked in to the MPH.....but we stayed there just for 5 mins and come out without carrying anything.....we hang around the bintang walk...i even persude my friend ponteng class...how bad to have this kind of friend rite...?

the last stop, DOME cafe.....this high class place was used as the mamak....the sharing of the cakes, soup and drinks.....the mixer of the chocolate powder and the ice lemon tea, and this lemon tea was called as teh o ais lemon....is really funny..and my bad habit..biting straw...thats wat i do in mamak everytime...we even kacau those waiters and waitress....since i start my college life, i never do that anymore...but today....aih....my image is down again...
even we met traffic jam on the way back..but it is worth..cuz i really have a happy day......


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Tuesday, August 03, 2004

key

i lost...i lost a key...

a key to open my heart....
a key to release my feelings from my heart..
a key to give me laugh, cry, sweet and happy..
a key to love and to sense the beloved...
a key to start my mood for doing something....
a key to guide me have the correct way to treat ppl..
a key..........

this key locked everything inside my heart and it run away from me...
how can it do so..?
do it know that it is so important to me..?but i lost it..
it hide from me...
hide in somewhere that i dont know...

help....help...help.....

where can i find my key...?
where i keep my key..?
when i can have the key..?
or who can open the lock of my heart...?

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