10s.....

i was feel sad on my design...
give up, give up and give up........
after talk to david, i really feel wanna cry.....
and finaly i cry....

i want to cry silently,
my tears hung in my eyes....
that clever Andy saw it accidently and ask..."yiling, u cry ahh..?"
this make my tears come out from my eye non-stop...
bad andy..dont he know that i m shy to face people when crying..?

anyway, i feel touching that most of my classmates support me when i m down...
touching la...
luckly i have friends to be with when i was down..
luckly i had a date that day...

10s xiao chan cuz saying dun think about it anymore,
10s eeshen for hugging me,
10s yikai--> dun think the work when ur emotion is too high,
10s andy--> r u okay now..?
10s wen liang and shu sheng cuz cheer me up in the parking...
10s kay yang for the msg....
10s ying, weng weng, boey be with me when i m down...
10s those surround me and tell me they meet the same problem..
10s those i forgot to mention here cuz i m quite blur that day....so cant really remember...

finally....special 10s...
the one who always ring me and console me, support me, talk about the future and gossip...
thank you...

i really appreciate the friendship that we build within this 2 years...
i wont give up so easily 1..
dun worry......

billions of thanks to u guys......muaks.....

upset...

2.15am.....just came back from mamak....


feel upset...my friend will going back to the place where he study...
he is going to leave soon in another 19 hrs....

he come back malaysia for about 2 months...
our friendship is getting closer this 2 months...
we went a lot of place...
we went Sunway Lagoon, genting, port klang, red box..................
i really feel happy in this 2 months....

we played, eat, yum cha twice a week.....
i always come back at mid nite....
we laugh, disturb oher, chui shui and sleep(in the cinema) together...
i seldom experience it since i was taking this architecture course.....
i even quarredl with my secondary friends...
but after this fella come back, he helped me improved my friendship with them.....
and he did that successfully....

but he is going to leave us soon...
i really feel upset...
i scare i dont have any happy time with them anymore...
i scare i will not contact with them anymore...
i scare i will quarrel with them again..
i scare he wont come back to mal again..
wat i really scare is... this is the time of our friendship ended.....

1 of my friend keep asking me why i really want to be with him till he depart to there....
the answer is just 1......i dun wanna lose this friend....
he is not my best friend but close friend..
he is not really know me but we help each other when we need....
he is ............................................................................too much, cant really list out....

anyway..i just can be with him in my memory..
cuz most of my friends dun wanna go airport......they just said wasting time...
in my mind....go airport to see ppl depart is to make the person will remember better that he has this friend...

sad.....
i just can be with him in my memory till he come back to Malaysia next time.....so that i have a very happy time in this boring sem.......